{illustrate} if another soul were to wish to understand me, I’d have them read my poetry, there— my soul illustrates itself, finer than i could, poetry does not, and cannot, lie. –e.l. jayne
{ambivalence}
{ambivalence} they used to say, “how could you be so careless with yourself,” but I’ve seen strength in the face of death, it’s easy to believe what you hear, but there’s a storyline behind the curtain; ambivalence led to action, and now we’re out of the woods, as I promise: “nevermind, Darling, I’ll soon be…
{dragonflies and blackened eyes}
{dragonflies and blackened eyes} where the first corner of the world, is blanketed in nightfall, and the dragonflies float on, your lower ribs rise only to fall in the same place. i put up an inert resistance, i blended myself into one color of reality and beauty, reminiscing, our love was the poetry of love;…
{another scar on my heart}
{another scar on my heart} love and let love, for time will tell, I’m glad you didn’t up being, another scar on my heart. –e.l. jayne
{lovelorn}
{lovelorn} my fingertips rest upon the maple syrup jar, I have never learned to exist, but rather to remain inside myself, and that’s not something to dismiss, most people are used to walking, with blindfolds on their feet. –e.l. jayne
{she who cried wolf}
{she who cried wolf} to be yours or to be mine, to surrender to a love so divine, just to be excluded in the end anyways by my own self. in my defense, i have none. –e.l. jayne
{purpose}
I sought peace and I found it
{the invisible hand}
sometimes I reread pieces I’ve written,
and I don’t recognize myself as the author.
like a dream,
creating, creating, creating,
and once it concludes, it vanishes.
an energy permeates me when i have an idea,
at the mercy of an invisible hand,
i’ve written and i’ve forgotten
To Love or To Not Love? — Pointless Overthinking
Would you rather have loved and lost or never have loved at all?
{untitled poem III}
a heartbreak a success, a heartbreaker a success, who is the real winner, between the lover and the loveless?
